being in constant pain really bites

[musclcar]

well about almost 3 years ago i injured my r/shoulder at work and i've not been able to work since then . i have a very severe injury to the brachial plexus nerve that has caused pararlysis in the r/shoulder upper arm area. i had surgery on my shoulder last year that only gave me 3 months of relief and the pain came back.couple of days ago i went to see another neurosurgeon for a consult and he told me that the injury was so severe to the nerve that the nerves from my brain to the effected area have shut off causing muscle wasting or paralysis. the doctor has also started me on neurotin to stop the nasty nerve pain i'm experiencing. and i'll be going to a specialized therapy for stroke patients.he feels this is the type of therapy to refire the affected nerves. what really bums me out is the doctor said the surgery i had last year was not needed and no surgery right now will help this problem i've got.he also mentioned i'll probably will never regain use of my r/shoulder upper arm . what really bites is not able to work on my car and see it just sit there. there's so much i want to do to it but can't.